Music to my Ears

I love music, all kinds. Every song has a story, whether or not it is the true meaning of the song. They all hold stories for me. Sting in in my cd player at the moment. Soothing and fun, I remember seeing him in concert at Red Rocks. It was raining and he was playing [...]

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Roller-coaster

I am often entertained by my own bipolar roller-coaster. Even with medication the ride is unexpected. Yesterday I started writing but it was quite odd. I was in a depressed mood but was trying to be silly. Just didn’t mesh well. So I waited until today. Still feel kind of off but not as bad.
As much as [...]

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Old Poem

Wow! I have a lot more poems than I thought. I have been looking through files and drawers and finding little pieces of paper and napkins.
I came across one that I wrote for a creative writing class I took.
The card game
A joker turns
 the queen of hearts laughs.
Ace of spades
 stabs my hand.
The king of clubs
 dries my tears.
I [...]

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Yesterday

Yesterday’s post was short. I think I was overwhelmed. I have a hard time believing that in 3 years I will be fourty. It seem so absurd and I am fighting it all the way!
Yesterday got me thinking of birth, common for a birthday I suppose. But I was think about the birth of my [...]

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New Poem

Apologies and Thank Yous
 Twelve steps without a ladder
A realization that you only live once
They’ve all touched my life
Good or bad
But I wouldn’t be who I am If they hadn’t of crossed my path
I didn’t have to stand in the front of a room
And confess my sins
To realize how the past has affected me
So here I [...]

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